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AI is Garbo

After watching the documentary and reading the article, my views on AI have changed a little bit. A very small amount. I think it is bad for the creatives, horrible for humans to rely on, but could be helpful for science.

For the creative side of things, I always thought it was horrible. Creative people could turn to it and lose their spark. Sure, it could help you get over the block, but what is the fun in that? It is as if you always won at something. At first, it would feel great to win. However, over time, you will be bored with a lack of challenge. What is the point in writing or drawing if you just get over the hardships? Half of doing something is failing or struggling. That is where learning comes in. If you just go to something else every time, eventually you will go to it more and more for every problem, and then the AI would be the creator and not you. Failing or struggling also makes you, you. It is how you find yourself or your voice. Sure, the AI could learn your voice or the way you write, but it won’t ever be as good as the real you. It learns patterns, but you could break those patterns. Change things up. Be creative instead of just using what is there, like it does.

As a writer, I want it to help me with nothing. I want to figure out the writing myself. I want to say “I wrote this” and mean it. I do not care if I get stuck; that is part of the journey. I will be a better writer after getting through that block. I want to navigate my writing, learn how to make it stronger, and write the piece myself. The idea of using it for feedback was okay, but I still wouldn’t use it for that. Why? Cause I ain’t listening to no robot. Sometimes the grammar checker is wrong. It wants me to sound academic, but what if I am writing a creative piece? It might not understand what I am meaning, and I am not killing the environment trying to get it to generate the right thing. I would rather just talk to people and get feedback that way. It might be awkward, and the person still might make corrections I don’t think are needed, but at least I can have a conversation with the person. I can build a bond, check their work, get ideas or perspectives, learn something, and just be a better writer at the end of it. AI is a big BOOO for the creative in my book.

Now, for the horrible for humans to rely on aspect. Every time we discuss AI, I see all these crazy movies about robots in the future, but I always think WALL-E. I always think of humans relying on it too much that they get lazy and the planet being dead. This is kinda already happening. I see so many people use ChatGPT as a search engine. Google already sucked at having people just search up whatever whenever, but ChatGPT has made things so much worse. People don’t even Google and read the websites; they don’t think for themselves. They just generate ideas. Which is crazy. At least TRY to think. Take a second to come up with anything. I have seen people ChatGPT ice breakers. Insane. That is so easy to work out. If you can’t think of one, talk to people. Brainstorm. I fear we are losing that. We are just generating, not thinking or brainstorming anything anymore. Which is crazy to me. So, I still hate AI for that. Ruining people’s thinking. If it gets more advanced in the tech, people might really forget how to do things, as AI can just do it. But, at the end of the documentary, the guy was mentioning “No signal” when trying to work his arm. What if that happens? Then what. Will humans not be able to think without AI? Stupid. AI is bad for humans in terms of thinking and humans doing things themselves.

But what changed my mind a LITTLE bit? The science. Predicting patterns to save lives. Very the cool. I enjoy this. We love saving lives. I got no clue if this is the stuff that also kills the environment, which would then complicate things. Killing the environment to save lives, but killing the environment kills lives, so like, what are we doing. Killing or saving. Anyway, as a non-science guy, I thought it was pretty cool. My dad lost part of his leg, knee and below, so tech for prosthetics is easy for me to like. Maybe he would walk more if he had a better leg. Who knows. But stuff like that really changes lives for the better. Predicting fires also very helpful. And of course boo cancer we love saving people from that. So all that science stuff, yes. AI is good to use to help people for that, I THINK. I do not know if it still kills the environment, so I am unsure how good it is, but it seems good to me. I think all the science and tech stuff around that is super cool, and as long as it isn’t harming people, keep doing it.

The documentary didn’t get me to change my mind much, clearly. AI is still bad in many ways. And that scientist wanting to give out warnings after helping create it was SCARY to hear. It is like Iron Man and Ultron up in here. Which is not good to hear, at all, very scary. For those who don’t know, Iron Man made Ultron, a robot, to help human kind right. And Ultron, who was on the internet for like a FEW MINUTES, was all “to save humans they all must die”. Real. But also no, please. So the scientist being like “it is too advanced, the risk is too great” was not cool to hear. “Best thing is to pull the plug before we can’t,” or something like that, being said was also not cool. As a non-science guy, very scary stuff here. If the science guy is freaking out about the robot, I sure am going to. I do not know anything about the robot; that guy does, so the freaking out was not a great thing to see. Thank you, documentary, for that.

Anyways, I do not know how to end this, but that was my thoughts on the reading and documentary!

Introduction to CJ

Hello all! My name is CJ Petersen, I use he/they pronouns, and I am in the graduate writing studies program at Kean University. There is a lot you could know about me, but I will try my best to include the top stuff!

Some things I like in general (for those who want a brief overview):
-Funko Pops
-Pins
-Video games
-Music
-Reading
-Writing
-Horror
-Tutoring
-Cats (my pets, not the musical)
-Movies
-Rats
-Shrimp (the animal itself, it isn’t my favorite food)
-Smosh
-Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel
-Halloween
-D&D

Getting more specific (for those who can tolerate my yapping):
-I collect Funko Pops of my favorite shows/characters. My collection includes Marvel, DC, Pokémon, Trick ‘r Treat, Wednesday, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Stranger Things, Demon Slayer, Fairy Tail, The Witcher, Owl House, KPop Demon Hunters, Ben 10, My Little Pony, and The Lion King
-I have all the pins I own on my backpack. My favorite pins are the Bolt, Flapjack tattoo, The Lion King poster, and the shrimp
-My main game is Marvel Rivals. I play that game a LOT, trying to get to diamond rank. I main support. Some other games I enjoy are Dead by Daylight, Life is Strange (I have Life is Strange 2 and Life is Strange Double Exposure, but haven’t played them yet due to playing games for their battle passes or events), Rainbow Six Siege, Fortnite, Minecraft, and Rocket League. I love The Last of Us and Batman Arkham games as well, just not currently in my rotation (over break, I introduced my younger sister to Life is Strange, which is why it is in the current rotation). I mostly play on PlayStation, but I also have games on my computer. Like Minecraft and Jackbox. I also have a Switch Lite that has Minecraft and Animal Crossing. I have Pokémon Sword and Shield, haven’t played them. Too many games, not enough time.
-The main artists I listen to are: Sabrina Carpenter, Maya Hawke, Hozier, Ariana Grande, Lady Gaga, Rihanna, Stray Kids, XLOV, baltzy, and West Gura. I am trying to collect vinyls. Right now, I mostly have Sabrina Carpenter and Hozier, but I also have the KPop Demon Hunters and one XLOV. I have all the XLOV albums except the special edition first album because it was a limited edition and sold out FAST.
-For reading, I mostly read queer books. I also tend to read graphic novels. I got one full manga, Komi Can’t Communicate, cause I introduced it to my younger sister and she loved it. That was a mistake cause now she has half the books with HER. But whatever, it is what it is. I also have some Teen Titans comics by Gabriel Picolo. My favorite book is Listen by Stephanie S. Tolan
-Kinda obvious, I know. I always write a lot (those in Dr. Sisler’s Monday class learned that early on), but I love creative writing the most. In the rare chance I have time, I work on one of my MANY stories I have in the works. I have been published once in the Dark Horse Magazine, issue 35, “Infection”.
-My favorite genre is horror. I love writing dark, creepy, weird stuff. Also like watching it. Saw is one of my favourite movie series. Trick ‘r Treat is one of my favorite movies as well. Some others I thought were good were Bird Box, Hush, The Autopsy of Jane Doe, and Korean movies Parasite and Forgotten. I also like horror games, like Outlast.
-I enjoy tutoring for the most part. Obviously, every job has complications. However, I enjoy seeing how one prompt gets so many different responses. I like seeing how differently everyone thinks and figuring out how to help them.
-My cats are Luci and Beanie. Luci is a black cat, and Beanie is a tabby that has bonked eyes from an infection (we think, we adopted her, so we don’t know). My younger sister has a cat that she named Yuki (Japanese name meaning snow). He is a tabby with a clipped ear cause he was feral but she took him in for some reason (he is still feral like, very smacky with his paws). We call him Elfo. Luci, Beanie, and Elfo from the show Disenchantment
-Already mentioned a few movies, but my top ones are: The Lion King, Bolt, How to Train Your Dragon, and Trick ‘r Treat. Movies I watch every year are The Nightmare Before Christmas for Halloween, and the Twilight series in the summer.
-The rat lore goes deep, guys. It was a paper, a presentation, a speech, more presentations, a board in the writing center, gifts, and everyday usage in my family. The rat lore is crazy, but I will summarize. An ex-friend called her pets Agent Rodent (and then pet name). I called Luci and Beanie rats. It turned into calling them a rat when they were naughty. My family picked up on it. We started calling each other rats when we disagreed with what the other did. Or, saying things like “that was such rat behavior”. When classes want us to write about words, language, definitions, or put things in our own voice, rat came out. Hence, the papers and presentations. I called the kids I worked with during the summer at the writing center rats. Hence, the writing center learning about rat behavior. Hence, the rat board. I have rat stickers and rat stuffed animals now. I am that committed to the bit. Rats, are indeed, NOT my favorite animal. The lore is sooo deep it just continues and now it seems I have a rat obsession. No longer do I get lions or polar bears for Christmas, my actual favorite animals. It is rats now.
-Shrimps are a new thing. I do like the food, but just like rats this is a bit that has gone way too far but I continue it. One of my favorite videos on YouTube is the shrimp quartet by justan oval. By other favorite video is a wet kitten in a cup, not connected to the shrimp lore I just thought I would mention it. Anyways, plushes of the shrimps got made and I have two of justan oval’s shrimp plushes. Iconic of me. Then Walmart had some meme song about Radioactive Shrimp, and I have a shrimp mug of that. A friend of my younger sister got me a shrimp neck pillow and a shrimp pin. So shrimp is like rat, but not as intense. Not yet.
-Smosh is my other favorite channel on YouTube, specifically the games. Yes, I do enjoy watching people play board games. It is fun to me. And I also like the Reddit Stories. I find some of the Smosh cast very funny. I also got my younger sister involved in liking Smosh. We watch some of the videos together, and it is a good bonding times.
– I have pins of Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel. I watched Helluva Boss first, for a long time. Back when Hazbin just had the pilot on YouTube. Now it is popular on Amazon Prime, and everyone is always asking me about Hazbin Hotel. Justice for my guy Helluva Boss. It is just as good guys. Way fewer songs and that is enjoyable cause Hazbin Hotel seems to want to hit the two songs per episode, but some songs are not it. My favorite characters are Stolas and Millie from Helluva Boss and Zestial and Carmilla from Hazbin Hotel
-Halloween is my favorite holiday. It is the only one my family goes all out for. Putting up so many decorations and getting so much stuff we make goodie bags for the kids. I love dressing up as Sam from Trick ‘r Treat or a grim reaper to scare the kids. Favorite holiday as I love creepy, weird, horror stuff and giving to people. I also love fall. My birthday is in September, I love pumpkin, love fall colors, and it is all so joyous to me.
-D&D or DND, Dungeons and Dragons, is a new love of mine. It started in Intro to Journalism. We had to pick a club to interview, I skimmed the events happening (it was towards the end of the semester so it was all parties) and D&D caught my eye. My dad has played D&D since middle school. He bought many books, figures, props, and information stuff over the years. I knew he would be able to assist in helping me understand things. He got so excited I was asking about D&D. Interviewing the eboard, seeing the club run, and his excitement got me into playing. I joined the club next semester. Over the summer, Criag was doing D&D with the kids, and said they could go to me for help. I got scared cause I am still very new to D&D. It all worked out, and last semester I became the new public relations for the club. I am on the eboard helping the club stay running. My dad gave me some of my favorite things for Christmas over break, like Funkos and a rat stuffed animal, but he also gave me a bunch of D&D dice and figures. He offers to help the club all the time, supplying figures and books when I am a player in a one-shot or other cool items when it is Kean Day and the club is tabling.

Some pictures for those who read all that:

This is a Funko Pop of me, Luci, and Beanie next to half of my Komi Can’t Communicate collection. Below are some of my Funkos

Here are my favorite pins!

Some video game stuff

Vinyls and Albums

Books

Luci, Beanie and Elfo

Rat Board

Shrimp stuff

D&D

Thank you for reading and looking at all of that!